maps

what's left of the picture when the original color and shape are gone? what's left when the body sinks in the darkness? only the gull's cry ... thin sound between sanity a utter madness ... then another schrei and you see rivers full of dead bodies ... then you see piles of burning clothes .... black sky of hostility ... the only thing that shapes your mind is escape ... the only thing that shapes your fate is the impossibility of escape ....your hear the distant rattling of spears ... so far you have never felt that you are so white ... no machines to protect you .... and you ... you can't swim ... but still you will become the river.

::: as the cars go by under the sun like an enemy :::

ángel

... an angel to me. the soft of touch of your wings ... as if the eternity whispered. time-shine. hair-flood. over me. breath-resistance. form the darkness and learn from that shape. try to sort your memories connected to specific sounds. try to remember events connected to silence. another another another: befindlichkeit

::: i wish this would be your color :::

breath to breath

eyeshine ... deliberately. over me, over you. the point the horizons do not matter anymore. the point i cannot distinguish your breath from mine. the sublime becoming of indivisible unity. breath to breath, skin to skin experiencing the eternity within.

::: after the rapture two hearts meet mine entwined in a single beat :::

dream of snake

i have this recurrent dream of snake hidden under my furniture ... i'm afraid to touch it yet i have to move it sometimes. the snake does not seem to be poisoned because i am not that afraid to touch it. and when i touch it i am amazed by the combination of my fear and its tranquillity. if we could form a new creature following one purpose: to reconstruct the dead architecture: to permeate the hidden pores of its functions. fearless like snake, fearful like human being.

::: space to be still enough to look the other in the eyes, sometimes seeing a rampaging beast, sometimes seeing an ignorant fearful human being :::