mondaugen's

Thursday, April 20, 2006

unreasonable

i. you come here every day. you shine here every day. yet you are invisible and unknown. i feel your breath, its depth and distance. it was over. but now you know it is unstoppable. no matter how long or deliberately you hide. if you know, to recognize that you know, if you don't know, to realize that you don't know.
ii. you are like some wicked electricity. the days are thin without you. i bury them in boxes one by one. the water records everything i do, all these unfinished processes. my left hand writes a concise history of anger. it will be published in two volumes, the second of them posthumously.
iii. europeans were like fleas carried by on the black rat. they took the world by surprise and infected it. though their maps hide it they poisoned the planet with geometry. the exiled could never make it back. their space was cut from history.
iv. what has actually happened? this question haunts you like blood that has never circulated your veins. you feel the absence, the overwhelming solitude of dying man. you watch the smoke and understand your fate.
v. fear.
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