painkillers

sleep/pill. the shape of my day. do not betray me. have i ever not betrayed everyone who was so foolish to trust me. i am not a winner, not a loser. sharp. never trust anybody. there's is no antidote. the stars are pills i am going to swallow too. all us lonely people. soul beggars.

the system of sounds. blaze-blade-horizon. it does not kill the pain, the pain kills everything. i humbly nestle against her. friday.

never be alone. never cross that frontier. never. my real name.

 

::: for beauty is nothing ::: but :::